The Tension Mounts

Well, it is now the second week that I have been away from my babe, and I can't stand it. Lately the tension has been rising and for a while I didn't know how I was going to make it. I soon began to realize that we have our promises to each other and as long as I have faith in those then everything will be as it needs to be. So after a long conversation two nights ago, I have decided to come home for the weekend and be with my babe. So all is well, hopefully. I plan to make this weekend all it can be and more. Lately I've been worried about every little thing in my life and doubtful of a lot, Ike knows this. I'm thankfull that he has been able to put up with as much as he has. There's noone I could have wished for better than him, not a day where I don't sit there and think I need him right now by my side. I know I told him this but hopefully he reads this and knows that I mean it. I will say it over and over again 'til I think that he knows and understands how thankfull I am and that I want noone else to love other than him.

All Work and No Play...

Well Ive started school and a new job and on top of it all Kat is away at school again. Dam i guess that not really all that bad except I hate it. But other than that I'm grateful i can afford to goto school and I have a job that supplies me aenough money to pay my bill so, Thank you jesus. Now on to Human nature. Human nature is wierd, men want destruction, but ultimatly women are better at it. You see men like to destroy each other when they get mad, they want to hurt that one person. However when women become mad they want to hurt life itself. Now I know what your thinking, Where the hell did that come from! but understand Im just blogging some dumb thoughts and felt that would be appropriate. =D. With kat away in school I cant handle stress the way I did before, before I meet her I ran to the isolation in my head, I did this by either watching anime or playing games. But now niether of those work, only she can really relax me: her smell, her presence, her laugh, her smile, anything as long as she is involved, but I don't have that now so I guess I'll go watch some damn anime =\. And to change subjects, since i haven't blogged in so long here is the work part of my blog. I never ever ever thought I could get sick of fixing computers but I am, too many stupid question about the monitor not working (because the power was off =O). So thats that. Also if your into Anime try Cowboy Bebop, great story line, high paced adventure and realism rarely seen in anime(as far as plot goes). Sorry for the scatter brained Blog but its been a while =P

Matta ashta nee (Mah'Tah Osh'Tah Nei) Cya around

Currently speaking...

I am now back at school and missing Ike so much. I am currently looking for a better job and a couple look promising. I need something better than minimum wage, that's for sure. Hopefully that all works out. As for Ike, he has a new job that he actually enjoys and I'm really glad for him that he has that. It turns out that I most likely will be returning to houston for good when summer hits, as long as everything goes to plan. My parents have yet to know this but there's plenty of time for that. I still need to find out whether or not they will take all of my credits at the University of Houston. After that it finding out what requirements there are for music auditions. That's going to be hell. Anyways I have another class to get to so I'll be ending this blog here.